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The Basics..
Name: jurnee.
Age: 14.
School: NBCRMS.
Nationality: brown.
Hobbies: sleeping. polyvore. music. computer. facebook.
 
Love Life..
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope.
Do you like someone?: idek..
Does anyone like you?: yupp.
Have you ever kissed anyone?: yupp.
Hugged anyone in the past week?: yupp.

today i was sitting next to guadalupe and that cute boy.. i keep wanting to call him alejandro.. thats not his name. but that cute boy came over and the started flirting mad hard. he gave her a dollar started tickleing her and asked her to sit on his lap. i felt like shit. i just want to pretty. i want boys to treat me like that. the best i can get is some freaks and some weird people that wont and dont even talk to me. i feel so bad because i wantr to be able to get a boy like that. people call me pretty but its not the same as when they call guadalupe pretty and she wants to act like she doesnt think she is. that makes me so mad.. i would kill to look like her. anyone would and she just acts like she so fat. i just wish i could look half as good as her.. or anyone for that matter. i just feel so ugly sometimes. i just want to be cute and skinny like the other girls. i wonder if beauty is and additude though. some people that i dont find attractive that are to everyone else really baffle me. especially guys. but guys can be cocky and not be as penalized as a girl would be if she acted like that. wonder if you just act beautiful and have that additude if people will respond the same way as if you acually were. im working on myself.. there are some things i want to change.. highschool seems like the perfect place for that.